Im 800 days calmer, more diplomatic, more focused and determined, 800 days more grown up and responsible.
Im also 800 days less of a prick, less of a drama queen, 800 days less of a negative self pitying attention seeking crying mess.
I’ve very rarely suffered from anxiety since being sober, but I only realised the 2 were linked when I stopped drinking. Another unexpected life changing benefit.
So much has changed, including me. I love who I am though and wouldn’t change who I have become or becoming. Im actually happy and grateful that I went to hell and back to now appreciate who I am and how good life actually is when I’m not trying to throw it all away.
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